I don’t have time to create;
there is too much to worry about, like
not looking like the pretty girls, and
if what I learned as a child is true, and
all of the little catastrophes everywhere.
And, I am already late;
late to work, late to understand,
late to catch on, late to gain
skill and strategy.
And, there are the others;
they are talented and accomplished
and so well prepared and
polished with their manner and
also the right equipment.
I could not even dare to