subscribe (v).


I am in awe of the enthusiasts;
what mystery is their clarity to me

that this, here, brings them delight,
and that is enough.

That they can subscribe with such
devotion to a cause: they have
shown up with faces painted and
colors adorned.

My awe of the enthusiasts
is rooted in the fact that
they have subscribed to a
place where they are confident
in their belonging,
and their joy in abandon.

I think I fear the only thing
I have been abandoned to
is my own doubt and wandering.