They told me to swim just to the edge, so I got in and I am swimming. But this body of water has gone from a piddly little pool to a river, to a lake, to the open sea. Where are my sea legs? Where has the strength in my arms gone? Where is my sailor heart? I didn't know I would have to swim this far - and maybe that's the trick, that they don't tell us how far it's going to be lest we not even get our feet wet. Head up, head up child, surely there is shore up ahead.